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The look so lost that we did not know where I was looking at a voice so soft that one could not hear what that attitude meant that made her look so gray the day felt cold and there was so much silence where she was very much needed what it really was She and the question was one. what happened because everything we are used to seeing was not that smile that makes the sun rise and that everything illuminates and shines when she does that act of empowering a strong woman and coward were missing that desire for people to be well and that she only wants to transmit that good energy, what happened was that she doesn't even know what is happening, that horrible feeling that someone wants to control you has her suffering and although she only smiles and now all this better just fight with those voices just try to ender el.because of whatever it is that is causing her she knows that she is strong and is struggling with her mental strength to not allow anything to affect her and only wants to remain what everyone always sees even if she still feels that everything is not all right

I will tell you what I do after transmitting in my pages for you, well everyone knows that I work from 9:30 am until 3:00 pm Colombian time after that I take 1 hour arriving at my house I must take the subway and then the transport that takes me home after a long trip I arrive at my home and because if there is food as if not because there are times I do the truth I do not like to cook or the kitchen I need a blue prince that treats me as a princess. LOL after lunch I organize my house a bit since I do not have time to fix it in the morning then it is my happy hour my time to see my networks to think new things that I should do in your Friday videos when night comes I do my window to look at the sky and the excellent view that I have and how great is the life that surprises me more and more as they realized my birthday was recently and then I tell you that everything was very cool usually did not usually do anything that day since it is almost never the biggest thing but this year they gave me many gifts and because every day I see that there are people who love me seriously thanks to all of you also because you also made me feel great

Life takes away some things to put on better ones and I have been evaluating about how my life has changed my world and my way of thinking and the truth that it is very gratifying for me to see how I am doing so far how much good things have changed that I am surrounded now, I never really thought about being where I am now, although there is still a long way to go, I know that I will be able to get to where I have proposed it and I will tell you the anecdotes that have happened to me with my followers, it has never happened to them that they are in the street and Suddenly someone looks at you and looks at you and does not stop doing it and just when you arrive at your home once an instagram message saying that beautiful you see yourself in person I am one of your followers and I would have always wanted to know you well then to me yes! !!! I go down the street and I do not know if the people around me know that I do so many thoughts go through my head recently I went with my friend on my way home and I see that someone calls me when I turn to see is someone from one of my pages that surprised and not knowing what to do, he says hello how are you, he became so red of grief that he did not even know what to do was so much fun guys really thank you for loving me so much thank you because without you it would not be possible

It is curious how and awakened that infinite desire to see me different from buying makeup from buying clothes and been in a fight that if you can tell them it is good and it is that fight to try to learn how to do makeup, although if I am sincere I think that I have not done much It worked out very well, although I feel that I still cannot dominate my pulse because my eyebrows are different, it is so funny, guys, I really do it for you, although I know that you like to see me natural because occasionally the change is good, do not believe ? Now if I tell you the other part of the tangle, it follows my hair because I had always felt insecure about my natural hair and since recently I decided to leave it curly as it is and I feel so beautiful I think I am more I haha ​​although I don't even know what to do every that I wake up I take it I leave it loose and then I spend it through life being happier and more perfect I want to know your opinions because I am really interested to know what you think I expect them or how they would like to see me?

I do not know if I am feeling today is bad but I miss my loneliness those days when going out to take a breath reassured me I need new things I feel that tears do not accumulate in my throat and everything I want to scream I do not want to continue being the bad one in the story I try not to cry but looking at the sky and with tears in my eyes I ask God to make me stronger I feel that I have many more things that I must take from my chest those thoughts that torment me and do not let me live in peace I want to do everything easier but I also understand that nothing is easy that there will always be obstacles before reaching the goal